6000 DAYS AND NIGHTS INSIDE PRISON

MY 6000 days and Nights Behind Bars...'...'..............................when I First was transferred from Mental institution To up State Maximum Security Prison ,In Green Haven Correctional Facility all kind of Murderers,rapists and other Criminals were looking at me when I entered the prison populations in ,2001 'every was trying to know what I was Convicted for...If I was a rapist or a Pedophile ,my life will be even worst,but ,I told them that I was a Serial Killer,life in prison was very Scarry and manipulative,it was very hard to survive among real criminal ,I learned how to sleep with one eye Open and one Eye Close ,my Cell was 7'by 4" full of litlle Insects ,1000s of Roaches and at nights I have a dozen if Visitors Mices and Rats ,I used to sleep with my nose near the Toilet ball ,Forced to Smell my own Shit from fear of losing my head while Sleeping any murderer can cut your face or even take off your head. The Food I used to eat as a Survivor was very discusting ,Dirty and even a Dog will not eat it ..as my self ,I didn't have no family love Or Support I suffered from the worst pain which was the pain if Starvation ,I used to Cry most of my nights from not finding a piece of Bread to calm my hunger as I was the First in the Family Gssime to end-up in prison all my brothers and Sisters Shut the Doors of love and Support on my face.,I Suffered from Hunger and From the Painful Cold ,I didn't have no personal Cloths for the Winter and was Forced to Stay on my Cell ,,(Grave) the Cold have ruined my bones......it is extremely painful when justice is not just ,when the court System is polluted with Guilt and crimes,it is very painful when your own family turns their Backs on you ,I embraced the Struggles of fears and Starvation every day ,living in fear of the Unknown is a mental Catastroph,, you can have friendship with Criminals,or prison guards alike which mosr of prison guards are dangerous Criminals themselves who Sell Drugs,Cigarette and other Illegal stuff inside the prison System ,Drugs and Sexual Activities and male Prostitution is even worst than what you think no to exclude the rape .....the Rules of Dozens if Gangsters who attempt to Control one another ..you have the latin Kings......you have the Blood....you have the Crips...you have Ms,-13. -you have the nation if Islam ,and many other who starring on one another , in the prison Yard during recreations there is more cuting raping ,fighting and Killing,....I was Unique ,Reading behind the lines of danger and death ,safeguarding my life in hope to be born again from the grave of the prison Cemetey of the Most dangerous criminals ,there is a time when I was Scarred going to Sleep ,because lot of inmates either been tortured and killed by other inmates or by the prison guards who was under tge influence of Drugs mojority if Red Neck prison guards are not educated and don't even know how to write a report or a ticket ,it was a Conflict between prisoners ( snitches,) prison guards and non Snitches.... I could perceive my life of human being .a victim if a harsh and injust legal System who view the human life as nothing less than -( modernized System of Slavery and Human exploitation .during those Murky Days ,( I wasn't neither dead or alive ,I was.painfully Stucked in a repeated Deep Suffering between life in the dark and the Smell of everyday s death... I was exactly wired as a (Robot) I walk when I hear Walk., I stop when I hear Stop ,I turn the Light off when I hear (Count) I felt like a (Caged animal ,a prison guards have to Count us like Cows and Sheep, we wake up if we are lucky to welcome a new day and a new life...At 5 in the morning another prison guard have to Count us to See if there is any missing Cow or a little Sheep .if a prisoner try to escape ,the entire prison is turn upside down .....we have to Stand up in the early morning Count ,at 11':a.m.Count.4 p.m Count ,and 10 p.m.Count , I didn't have a name for the past 17 years I was nothing but a ( Number :98-A-5384' that was my name ,a name of a Slave Robot) 

My life was a journey of nightmare inside the prison cemetery of the most dangerous criminals ,there was no one to trust ,it was extremely risky to build a relationship with anyone ,as well as the prison guards who allowed weakest inmates to be raped in the bathrooms and deliberately close the eyes of their corrupts criminal minds like nothing happening while an inmate is screaming for help from the fears and the pains of been ra.ped by several inmates .